I want to move to Brazil and fabricate some kind of reality that
doesn't depress me doesn't bore me to tears and subject me to months
of pointlessness punctuated by a few faint glimmers of hope. God
where did I go wrong? How I did I allow things to get so bland? Why
can't I break free from the monotony of adulthood?
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Darian Hickman
http://www.darianhickman.com
cell: (703) 201-0524
work: (703) 742-7660 x238
Within 90 minutes of landing in Redding, I learned of Bethel students engaged in business solutions to extreme poverty. Monday I heard a powerful teaching from Bill Johnson on how life on Earth offers us the only chance to worship God in the midst of our pain, suffering, loss, and confusion. When we are in heaven we won't have the chance to give God that gift. Bill's teaching reaffirmed this ongoing theme that suffering matters. Suffering creeps me out but I can not deny that suffering somehow leads to intimacy with Christ. Monday night gave me a few a hours to meet a great house church where blue collar types mingled with Bethel alum. Prophecy and healing flowed amidst their faith and love. God gave me a chance to pray for healing for one of the guys. This tested my faith when his knee actually got a little worse in the first couple of minutes of prayer. That hurt my pride. Fortunately during the second bout of prayer his knee healed completely. V...
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